TIRE~
Sunday, April 08, 2007
Just wanted to post this pict....
It is not a funny or a happy thing when i know that grandma become so blur....taking medcine inappropriately.....I so hate myself whenever i realised that they have done something wrongly,i mean can say as STUPID!Just because of me,lack of care,lack of time to stay around and watching over them....I'm an idiot~
Once again,i used my entire one week holidays wisely-----SLEEP,EAT,SHOP,PROCRASTINATING!!! I'm just wasting my time right?
Where have all my motivation gone?Why don't i appreciate the chance to study?I'm so stupid!!Don't know la....all i know now is my mind is totally BLANK!!!Feels like want to stop everything!!!!wanna have a break!!a long long break!!!...
Gonna go mad with this kind of life!!!gonna drives me crazy!!!!!I can't go on~!I'm not HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
