Long and Winding Journey
Saturday, March 17, 2007
Every minute that passed me by makes me feel just like years....I can feel the bitterness and pain in my heart...i can feel that my heart beats very heavily...like it can give up and stop beating at any time.....missing someone in my life is already very painful.....and now,it seems like my whole family also facing health problem....i don't know whether i still can hang on for how long....i'm afraid that i might collapse....Remember got one advertisement said "ka yao yat lou,yu yao yat bou"...i have 2,so that means i'm a super lucky person in this world....And yet,i did not really appreciate them....Now,i'm really in great trouble....I can't stop to blame myself...i'm so regret and painful inside....i feel so suffocate...and all i can do is just PRAY for them...watch,wait,accompany them...and keep on believe that a better tomorrow is arriving.... I'm sooooooooooooooooooooo need to CRY!!!!!!!!!!!Dear God, please allow us to lean on ur shoulder....let us find peace and love in you no matter how great are the storm in our life....PLEASE!!!!!
