Changed.....
Monday, March 26, 2007
Lotsa old friends of mine told me that i've changed....issit a good thing or issit a bad thing?i mean physically changed....the way i act,the way i wear clothing,the way i make-up myself...etc....i'm tire of all these things sometimes...but it is just out of my control...i can't resist all these things.... SAD!!!!
I don't feel good to heard this okay...i want to be the same old me...haihs....at least i'm not so materialistic...For now,everything that i am just happened naturally....For instance,i'll just automatically grab a pair of earrings whenever i'm going out....or i'll surely put on some mascara on my eyelashes...hmmp!!!it isn't a good thing huh?
Well,went out to pray this sunday service....and what the pastor told me was...
'Do not let the world blinded you...till you can't see God's love..Be what you are...' This really touches my heart and reminds me of what was i'm doing all the while.... :(
"If you failed to value the things that you have now,you could not receive what you may have in the future" Nice quotes of the day from the speaker's speech...
I seriously don't want to change to be a '
Barbie Doll' of this world...
