Suffocating~
Saturday, December 02, 2006
take me instead for an exchange.....
for how many times that i cried out to YOU that let me be the one who lie down there or just take me away......
Let him be well once again......
Heart had been crushed into a million pieces by just looking at him.....
The pain that i felt inside still burning like a fire......my heart gonna burst....
I am worthless....and i'm nothing.....just take me as an exchange for grandpa.....
I cant do anything without them in my life...i'm nothing!!!!!Absolutely NOTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm not me anymore.......
Laughter is not like a laughter.....
happy is not from the heart inside.....
Everything is not lasting......
Suddenly thought of a sentences from The Cinderella Story...being modified by me already----"waiting for HOPE is like waiting for the sky to rain in the dessert~"
feel like hopeless but still i got no choice but to believe and beg for a miracle to happened on him....
