sad
Friday, December 01, 2006
Today was planning to do revision in library...but my head was very heavy today...feel like gonna fall sick ad...a while later saw a notice paste on the board in SIT middle's hall annoucing to everyone that there will be a farewell lunch for Dr.Wong.My first intuition was---------Pharmacy department's punya Wong....
Sigh....very sad....hate the feeling of saying goodbye....feel very sad and pain inside...cannot fight the feeling..tears burst out....cant stop it....when i saw him still smilling i really feel sad for him.....
After went home just now sister Lilian let grandpa try to breathe through his nose so she closed his trachea hole....i saw him trying very hard to breathe.....i cant fight the sadness and pain inside of my heart again.....tears burst out again....i lie my head on his chest.hugged him....place his hand around my neck....trying to let him hugged and feel me....i realy very sad....very very sad.....very very sad...don't know how to shout out all my feeling and thoughts inside.....what had happened???why?????
Grandpa....wake up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
God!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!dont treat him like this ~~~~~~~~please!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
20062006.....i tot it will be a wonderful year for me....wuts gonna happen before end of the year?????
