christmas
Monday, December 25, 2006
i miss my masterpiece
Saturday, December 09, 2006
PALIA!!!!
Suffocating~
Saturday, December 02, 2006
take me instead for an exchange.....
for how many times that i cried out to YOU that let me be the one who lie down there or just take me away......
Let him be well once again......
Heart had been crushed into a million pieces by just looking at him.....
The pain that i felt inside still burning like a fire......my heart gonna burst....
I am worthless....and i'm nothing.....just take me as an exchange for grandpa.....
I cant do anything without them in my life...i'm nothing!!!!!Absolutely NOTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm not me anymore.......
Laughter is not like a laughter.....
happy is not from the heart inside.....
Everything is not lasting......
Suddenly thought of a sentences from The Cinderella Story...being modified by me already----"waiting for HOPE is like waiting for the sky to rain in the dessert~"
feel like hopeless but still i got no choice but to believe and beg for a miracle to happened on him....
picts!
Friday, December 01, 2006
focus on her FACE~~~ :P lol
hmmp~sakai memang sakai....face also slimmer ~ jungle not enough food to hunt izzit?
the monkey!
by some monkey!
siao no.3
siao no.2
siao already~
2 siapos + 1 idiot~ ;P
bluek~~tak boleh tahan~~~lol!!!!2 siapos~~
Mr.Santa~~
The performers~
sad
Today was planning to do revision in library...but my head was very heavy today...feel like gonna fall sick ad...a while later saw a notice paste on the board in SIT middle's hall annoucing to everyone that there will be a farewell lunch for Dr.Wong.My first intuition was---------Pharmacy department's punya Wong....
Sigh....very sad....hate the feeling of saying goodbye....feel very sad and pain inside...cannot fight the feeling..tears burst out....cant stop it....when i saw him still smilling i really feel sad for him.....
After went home just now sister Lilian let grandpa try to breathe through his nose so she closed his trachea hole....i saw him trying very hard to breathe.....i cant fight the sadness and pain inside of my heart again.....tears burst out again....i lie my head on his chest.hugged him....place his hand around my neck....trying to let him hugged and feel me....i realy very sad....very very sad.....very very sad...don't know how to shout out all my feeling and thoughts inside.....what had happened???why?????
Grandpa....wake up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
God!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!dont treat him like this ~~~~~~~~please!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
20062006.....i tot it will be a wonderful year for me....wuts gonna happen before end of the year?????
focus on her FACE~~~ :P lol
Mr.Santa~~
