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Monday, November 20, 2006
The feeling of love has gone....
The desire to kiss had lost...
Whether it is still love or it is just used to have you by my side is already known n clear....
Since when it has all gone?
But why i still hunger for your hug n wanted you to be with me throughout the toughest night?
I dislike your immaturity...
I dislike you dont care 'bout ur appearance..
I dislike you dont really remember every thing that i said....
I dislike you dont understand me.....(Is it i'm not open enough to allow you to understand me?)
I dislike when there is nothing to talk between us...
I dislike when i need to keep on tell you the direction...
I dislike when you are not gentleman enough...
I dislike you to be dissupportive when i really need you to really stand by me...
I dislike when you always ask for something that i already told you that i dont want to....
I dislike when you let the love of ours gone....
I dislike when you cant let me love you more n more ....
What should be my next step????
Am i expecting too much??
Or it is just the end of our story?
will i still missing you when we had separate?
will the feeling of love rush back to me again after we separate?
how am i gonna take those risk?
It is so unfair to you.....