dunno why?!!
Saturday, September 16, 2006
wutever i thought before is really different from what really happening now...
i said to myself b4, and also everyone around me that i will not be sad or wutever if u really go...but it is a mistake....when u told mi that u ad discuss bout it n will go if everything is ok ...tat moment i really feel very sad...just like a knife cut on my heart,slowly cut along my heart that feeling...the the pain remained for a very long time...i cant do anything but just let the pain remained in me...wut i imagine n wut i really felt when u told mi by ursev is really different...i really felt it.I really dunno what to do next...i also dunno why...but,wutever,this is still the truth...i shall think bout it on the bright side,right?! ;) for the moment,let mi stay with the pain in myself... just for a while perhaps. :)
well,before this happened,early morning woke up went to ate dim sum with gpa,gma,uncle,aunty, & sis...after that went to Sg. Wang to get a pendrive for myself...find whole Low Yat,was asking for Kingston super mini 1...but later ni realised i had make a mistake again...cz it is not Kingston when i wanna reconfirm the brand name with SC,it was Kingmax!!i was like kena bom,argg~!!moreover,today Low Yat super pack n hot mann!!ok,finally i got it from Imbi Plaza...haha...happy me~~weee!!! eheehe...came back on9 then got the news aboved lor...sigh**** sadnya!!!wut to do!!???i really dunno!why am i so blank recently!!!super stupid pig! geram***