miraculous mishaps

Saturday, September 30, 2006

boring!! haha
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poori
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fried icecream!
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cuttie pie
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birthday star!!!
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haha...IS MINE!!!;P
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Saturday, September 23, 2006

A+ POWER**
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my FIRST TIME!
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Monday, September 18, 2006

mi with da EGG!! wink*
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my boiled egg!! hehe
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Johnny's steamboat@JJ
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da ball is IN!!! ;)
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this is wut bubble n mi did last sunday!! ;P
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darkness fall upon me

Sunday, September 17, 2006

The day passed me by so fast again...n the fear of the darkness came to me again....i scare darkness ....my mind n heart is already very saturated...all da spaces have been filled with tears n pain...i dunno why there is so much inside...i dunno why....trying to do something to forget bout it...but it still remain there...it is very hard to hold the tears than gonna fall...even in the day time...
i felt the pain even when i breathe....
dunno la...dunnola.....hmm!!!! MZ !!

Saturday, September 16, 2006

'jia you zhan' @ sg wang 6th floor!
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dunno why?!!

wutever i thought before is really different from what really happening now...
i said to myself b4, and also everyone around me that i will not be sad or wutever if u really go...but it is a mistake....when u told mi that u ad discuss bout it n will go if everything is ok ...tat moment i really feel very sad...just like a knife cut on my heart,slowly cut along my heart that feeling...the the pain remained for a very long time...i cant do anything but just let the pain remained in me...wut i imagine n wut i really felt when u told mi by ursev is really different...i really felt it.I really dunno what to do next...i also dunno why...but,wutever,this is still the truth...i shall think bout it on the bright side,right?! ;) for the moment,let mi stay with the pain in myself... just for a while perhaps. :)
well,before this happened,early morning woke up went to ate dim sum with gpa,gma,uncle,aunty, & sis...after that went to Sg. Wang to get a pendrive for myself...find whole Low Yat,was asking for Kingston super mini 1...but later ni realised i had make a mistake again...cz it is not Kingston when i wanna reconfirm the brand name with SC,it was Kingmax!!i was like kena bom,argg~!!moreover,today Low Yat super pack n hot mann!!ok,finally i got it from Imbi Plaza...haha...happy me~~weee!!! eheehe...came back on9 then got the news aboved lor...sigh**** sadnya!!!wut to do!!???i really dunno!why am i so blank recently!!!super stupid pig! geram***

Friday, September 15, 2006

unwrap...
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foetus wrap by a membrane thingy
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embryos..
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foetuses
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reproductive organ of male rat
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begin!
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a closer look
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male rat~
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dissection time!!!
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A BRAND NEW SKIN~

Wednesday, September 13, 2006

Finally,i'va got the chance to change my blog skin!!!!lol~~
hmm Autumm is coming~so i guess this is suitable loo..lol..
After been so long nvr blog other than just uploaded some pictures,suddenly got the urge to blog...wanna change it...change to sting brand new...forget bout the past...throw away the darkness world...
Since came back from Germany i've just really had enjoyed myself for 1 and a half days only....really~~While at Germany i really already figure out my direction...my purpose of doing this course..n the outcome...i've ready myself...i also promise that i will try hard to suceed it...n i really wanna mean it...i come back with a happy heart....n a right thoughts in mind...i learned from what i've listened n observed over there...n i try to change da bad side of me...But many times things are just different...there are lotsa factors,ways,etc that tried to stop me to do wut is right n wut i want...mum said wut to do?this is ur life...just get on with it..n dont need to worry o think so much... But can i do it?not that i dont want to lead a happy,problem-free life...but the truth is that something is trying to block me to reach that!!Everything just changed!!And it is gonna keep on changing...since this person came into my life,nope,i shud say,in our lives------OCTOPUS!!From that day onwards,my mind non-stop rewinding all those ugly scenes that happened before...i cant sleep well at night....even if i slept,the other day when i woke up,i will realised that my hands clench into fist form .Obviously,my whole body nvr relax while sleeping also...i erally very hearthache sometimes until i also speechless already...Recently i really canot sleep well...tears just burst out suddenly without notice...WTH***i dont want it to be like tis!BLIND also know if the pp is good 1 sure will bring happiness to u n prosperous in ur family lar(not in terms of money)!!are u blind o stupid!!???this is a very simple thing ok!!! Obviously this is not a good person la!!Since da presence of Octopus in my life,me n my family non-stop hav conflicts occurs,problems comes like a river flow!! SHIT!!!#$%^&$$^%&&**^*&&^$%$%##$@@@(*(!@#%% One day when i really dont want to tahan u ad then i sure go slap u!!!!u will be the 1st person that i ever really SLAP in my life!!!!IDIOT!!!FATTY!!!!SLUGS!!!!! yaks!!! Although bible tells me that if ur enemy slap ur right face let him slap the other side as well..but i really cannot stand this 'animal'!!!! hmmp!!Why on earth got such people 1??when wutever that is happening is da cause by her n she can just act like a good person!!DAMN iT!!!!!!HATE IT!!!Such a good actor...!!can act until as if nthg happened before...n is not her fault...!!so many people die why not u!!! Hope can nvr see u again...
Watever,i wont let anyting unhappy stop my life going on...i will cheer u again as before!hmm!!!
As for the other problem...just forget bout it...i'm not gonna wait it anymore...if i tink back myself also i will feel funny...issues like this also need to tell u...need to explain..when it is just a simple thiings...u said wanna solve mar...so now i told u ad la..told many times ad okay....solve o not is ur problem...i dun tink like tis is to change u ok...i know av1 will have their own personality n habbits...but this is not a big deal ok...
I also dunno why i got nthg to talk everyday in my life...i smile also have problem...wuts going on with mi!!!!????????
so unmotivated recently,felt so sleepy...boring....n aimless....Please lead me back....~~

Saturday, September 09, 2006