Tuesday, August 29, 2006
whoops!!my small intestine came out liao wey...!!
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rat's brain
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4 little fetus
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3 little fetus
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rat's fetus
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the brain!!(sheep)
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oh...so cham oo da eye
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empty ad~~whoops!
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aqueous humour
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the eye~~(cow)
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eason
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Saturday, August 26, 2006
21st August 2006: today new semester started.... i woke up, prepared myself to college....with a happy heart.... i told myself : " this time i gotta be really serious ".... :P after then end of my 1st lecture i received a call from F....a call that change my whole feeling of da day....o even for my whole life i guess...i dunno whether this is just temporary o wut ..i feel helpless ni really dunno wut shud i do....but i thank god that He with me..... n i also wanted to thank Rena for the cards that u gave mi....Bcz of one of the card, it gives mi the strength n courage to calm me down....& knowing the reason of God's work in me.... ;) But i still feel the weakness within myself to face the truth....but i gotta be strong....n i know i have to...no matter wut....
26th August 2006 : one week had past.....thank God for guiding me thru out this week....listening Fish's album "The Power of Love"... her sound are so weak n soft...but she got a strong strength in her soft voice.... feeling that her voice are helping mi to release the pressure within....n the sadness....i'm down....i'm so disappointed by F's act....n i really dun regconise who is he...i dunno why he must do such cruel things n saying those cruel words to me....why he must treat us like that....i really dunno why.... i felt so hurt....in everyway he act n behave...i really duno coming back to Malaysia is a happy thing o just to let me see the cruel side of him!!!! i'm so speechless right now.... tears rolled down on my cheeks without any notice before i slept....but i thank God that nvr leave me to walk on alone...
"Dear God, please grant me the SERENITY to accept the things that i cannot change, the COURAGE to change the things that i can , & the WISDOM to know the difference , Amen"
AN UNEXPECTED TRIP
Friday, August 25, 2006
10.50am ; 31 July 2006 i depart from KLIA to Singapore for transit ...feeling excited n in the same time kind of afraid n nervous...afterall this is my 1st meeting with my mum eversince we been apart when i was still in primary school....about 40 minutes later i touched down at Singapore Changi Airport ...
12.50pm if i'm not mistaken,im on SQ326 ready to fly to Germany...while in SQ326 i'm lucky that i got to sat at an empty 3 seats at the back ...so i can lie at there to sleep ...lol...so nice...Singapore Airline was quite nice la...at least better than Cathay Airline that i always took....more moives n more latest songs lol...Time unknown;In the midle of sky surrounded by clouds.Feelings like surrounded by the warmess blessing from all the angels throughout the journey in SQ326.Here i am,step by step approching my long-last memories....my journey of unknown discovery & to unleash my past...Feeling of unsure rushes up...Giving up everything just to know bout my past...to search for the truth & wut i had lost....
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Looking out of the window,and was hoping can see an angel pass by to give me courage in this journey..... (crazy tots)
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Hey! Its Kevin Kern's in the air~~ "
Imagination's Light" Listening to the songs after woke up from a short nap...
while listening to Fish's songs reminds me of sakai ...lol....i have no idea why~~(scratch head)
That is all my tots while in SQ326...
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SQ 326 touched down on the land of Germany;time unknown.....the airport of Frankfurt was very busy n very confusing..... :P Malaysia's Airport is better :P after collected our luggages v headed straight to the exit....i was super duper nervous ....just step out of the EXIT i straight away saw a lady in an orange-brown sleeveless t-shirt with jeans n i knew that she's the one.... n i really dunno wut to do....she snapped picture of av1 of us while we walking out of the EXIT....she hugged me...the 1st hug~~my tears bursted out....n i cried....without knowwing wut is the reason......she said "dun cry,girl~" then she said she nvr expect that i'm such 'small size' :P
after that, we went to took mum's car.....n i met up with her adopted daughter, Yang Yang,a shanghai-chinese girl at her 15.... she looks sweet when the 1st time i met her....
after settle down all the luggages we started to head to Goslar,a small city that my mum's live.... i was excited to see the highway of Germany..lol...( okay i'm very kampung)...all the cars that i saw also very 'KENG" ler....even lorry also nice nice 1....the most important thing is they dun hv speed limit....OMG*** shiioookkk!!!~~~ if u drive slow slow u will kena saman 1 lol...so if drive 120km/h like tat u hv to drive at the inner lane loo.... haha....
when reached Goslar....this is my 1st time saw her restaurant,a typical chinese look from he outside with big-red tang-lung hanging all along the window....when i step out of the car i was like OMG**** it was freezing!! mum stay just above her restaurant...all the houses n building at there is very historical n nice ...i love it ....especially their roof...haha...
after showing me all the parts in her house i took a ho shower....PHEW~~~~so relax....lol....
mum bought mi lotsa lotion,shampoo &etc ....haha....
after call back to M'sia to say hello i straight away go sleep....haha.....
the next morning i woke up at 8am...yes,no kidding...i woke up automatically....n av1 was still sleeping so soundly....i went to shower n change on a simple t-shirt n shorts just like when i'm in klang....after i done...av1 were still sleeping...so i decided to walk around da place....wore YANG YANG's slipper n grabbed her key n there i go.....when i went down i was cold outside....like cameron highlands.....i walk around without any sense of direction...lol...OMG*** i saw their so called "pasar-pagi" so nice...n it was so amazing that av single buiding over there is like building of the past...liek i'm one of the historical pp in real life....is so nice n beautiful....but weird is that av1 was weaing so nice n i saw lotsa pp staring at my feet....:P SLIPPER!!!!! with a shorts....i mean i was wearing a sport shorts okay....ook i feel like oooo.....so i went back....n mum woke up...i told her i was hungry then ok...she went down n cook breakfast for mi....my 1st breakfast was German's long sausage with curry-wurst.....oh,its tasty mann..... :) yummy!!
after that bro n sister woke up also then 3 of us went for breakfast again...haha curry-wurst again!! then we walk around Goslar town....snap pict...etc....;) nice atmosphere,friendly people,nice building...etc..avting was just so beautiful....i love it very much....
3rd uncle,my mum's 3rd brother came over from Uelzen to meet up n stay over for 2 night but later extended to 3 nights... :) he was funny n friendly....n he is my Mr.Potato.... :) so,he brought us around Goslar....
nxt day went to Hannover with 3rd uncle,Yang Yang,Zhang Jing(a shanghai's student), n sis in law...we took train which tooks us about 1 hr to reach Hannover.....Hannover is a city in Germany....shop around lol...n we went to ate steak at Block House....nice!!!!! lol....i discovered a shop named H&M is like topshop la...is the pp's favourite....ESPRIT is not a thing in their mind i gues...lol...like supermarket's brand ni... :P Mr.Potato was planning to go abck to Uelzen after we went back to Goslar but mum ask him to stay 1 more night loo...then he agree also...:) night-time had a chat with mum loo...knowing some stories... :)
the nxt morning i woke up at 7am!!!omg**** automatically!!!!this was nvr ever happened b4 during times in Msia...lol.....so i faster get up n shower etc.....after that....walk to train station to sent Mr.Potato back.....when reach train station,its still time ..so after purchase the ticket we head for a cup of tea...he let me bought "Lotto" lol...like magnum,toto in M'sia la....lol....
then after finish walk with him to the terminal...then wait for the train to come...had a chat with him also loo....after a while the train reached...n its time to bid goodbye.....i cant stand it anymore n my tears burst out again...im so stupid!!! alwasy also cry lol....hmm.....let Mr.Potato saw my ugly face....sigh....
after that i walk back alone to home....then when i was trying to open the door bro came down....then he said lets go breakfast at McD,want o not...lol....haha,...want!!
since av1 haven wake up so i,bro n sis-in-law walk out to McD lor...OMG***it is quite a distant from mum's place....but luckily is cold so is nice la to walk...i saw McRib at there n i was wondering y M'sia dun hv it!!lol...lotsa of thing they hav n Msia dun hv...outdated~~~ haha...after breakfast we walk further to a shopping building full of electronic stuff....after look around then we walk to the opposite supermrket to buy roast chicken to eat lol....then sis-in-law picked up a Lotto dropped by s1 .... ;P
then we walked home....we was so tire man....we stop n sit whenever there is 3 stone for us to sit lol....then took pict haha.... :P siao ...when reached home.. 3 of us sit at the outside of the restaurant ,exhausted....lol....mum came out n scold bro lol... :P say go anyhere also din tell...haha....
Monday;7th August 2006,we went to Hamburg anotehr city of Germany....we went to shopping lol~~~ESPRIT here i come!!! haha...after ESPRIT no time for others liao...plus the shop closed at 8pm...sigh....then we head to DOME...a fun-fair carnival in town....with the biggest 'mo tin lun' wow...nice....like a fantasy world...love it...went into a ghost house n gotscared by 2 stupid ghost...OMG***i'm damnn scare man!!!b4 i went in i ad wanna cry..... stupiakkkk~~so ugly...n i shout like mad....haha...play lots of games lor...n snap pict...nice... :) after that we head to "Man Wah" a chinese resturant.....wow...the food there is nice!!! n especially the tom yam koong!! haha...went there to hv dinner with Mr.Potato.... after that we walk around ST.PAULI,a place they named as 'bu yeh tian' like bkt bintang n Msia lor...lol...but OMG** avwhere is RED-SPOT 1.....is just suitable for guys ni la....wow....geli.... :P is a nice place but not suitable for mi la...:P
Sunday night around 11++pm...we drive up to Holand...stay in Marriott hotel in Amsterdam with my pretty cousin sister....she was an air-stewardess for Singapore Airline...n it happens that she also at Amsterdam tat time...so v decided to meet up lor...slept for few hrs ni then follow few other Singapore Airline pps for a keytour around Holand lor....so rush n is raining o...hmm...is super super cold man...my body was shivering...n my jaw tremble nonstop..lol...took pict also kan khor...haha......Holand is not nice la....very dirty ..really surprised me....not like wut the tv-show picture.....its really dirty...n the pp they is not nice also...food there also yakss!! after the tour i went shopping with my cousin sister also loo...went to H&M n got sting for Rach...then opposite was esprit...went there also..shopping..n got an member card...but sadly cz just can b use in Europe....so i gave it to mum loo...haha... :P
17th August 2006,thursday....last day in Germany ...so mum took mi to Mr.Potato's place to meet up for lunch loo...at Uelzen...i had steak for lunch also lol....after lunch we walk around da town n snap pict lor...after that,again...its time to bid goodbye again....sad.... :( i n mum went to Braughsweig after that for shopping!! omg** ORSAY,Europe brand...SALESSSS 50% disc!!!drives me crazy.....grab lotsa of stuff loo...haha....happy weeee~~haha....when reach home i sat outside the restaurant alone...lietening to my ipod....n look around n also up to da sky with lotsa stars.....feel so sad to leave....then a while later Yang Yang pass mi the phone said calling Mr.Potato...when listen to his voice i cannot tahan...cried again...n he knew it... we chat for a while loo...after that mi,mum, n bro had a nightwalk around Goslar.... :) a wonderful night.....
Nxt day after lunch time bro n mum sent mi to Frankfurt to the Airport lor....when i wanna go into the gate that time i really dare not look at them n into their eye....cz i knew i will cry....so i try to avoid....but then i regreted after that cz i din grab the chance to c once again their faces....i just wan them to c my happy face..not crying face when i leave.... i turn back to c them...i really feel very sad....tears rolled down on my cheek....but i had to say goodbye also... :( hope i can see them again ...very soon.....
During time in Germany i saw diff pp...diff culture...n i learned lotsa thing...another wisdom tooth came out...its really strange...av lesson i had learned one of my wisdom tooth with grew... :P oh ya i met a man with dog named 'Yana'...hehe...he had a sad past.... im really looking forward to go again.... :)
Thursday, August 24, 2006
seafood pasta at Ulzen
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yummy....at Ulzen
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