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Thursday, June 29, 2006
it is really a beginning for us to move on....:) i might get da opportunity to go Germany during sem break...dunno which sem break yet...but my B had ad promise sponsor mi....feeling of excitement n complicated cross my heart once again...:)
looking forward to c M....:)
bless mi my dear lord...lead me to wherever u wan mi to go...without lack of FAITH n COURAGE~~
UNFORGETTABLE
Wednesday, June 28, 2006
THANK GOD i MET U!!!!! thank you for avting tat u provide....
i met my most beloved brother...my long-lost brother...and he gave mi a big big suprise loo!!!! which is my dearest sister in law!!!! lol...love them!!!of course i also very happy cz i can met a few of my cousin sistas~~~Jenny(3rd sista) drove us up to SS2 song bird!! lol...met up with calista,stephanie,&reena..so nice ...:)
i get to know my mum...n my 'yi ma' s latest news!!!....ill rmb...03031957....mummy's day!!...tis is da date that i been waiting for.... i really appreciate all this...
i dunno how shuld i express in words here...cz my feeling now is so highly complicated....but for sure is very happy n touched....i jut can say i really love them lots..n i do miss them....veryvery much...even more than i expected all these years....
n yeah..i do tink my sista-in-law is pretty n photogenic!!she has got a pair of big big eyes~~but she is very 'little' lol...n my bro become very very fat jor...:P lol...
on their wedding day
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lmiss them
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:P my beloved bro n sis-in-law
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my pretty sister-in-law!!
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my mommy,sis-in-law,bro!!
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Tuesday, June 27, 2006
my new dresslol...
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stupid
i dunno why am i here to blog....not sure wut shuld i feel suddenly ....dunno wut shuld i do now....ignoring bout cih presentation ....just feel numbless suddenly...no energy....
i prayed all da years ...hopefully 1 day i can meet them back...if not...i prayed that they r happy n safe....FINALLY!!!! da day has come...i hav to faced it..without knowing wut kind of reaction shuld i give...i just can say...thank god for answering my prayer...n i really appreciate it...although it is not complete..but it is partially...n is also a starting point ...an opportunity for mi to know all bout their life for the past few years....
i also feel soooo happy that moku has backed....n so excited when she called...cant wait to c her....so decided to go makan at 5 after picked mi up from coll...CRINZY is back again!!lol...go makan poridge steamboat...halfway makan received a called from uncle...wiht his blur information...is enuf to shocked mi n drive me crazy....he told mi tat my B was being admitted to hospital..because of 'fat yong tiu'...then i asked him back which hospital....then he said he not sure asked gpa to tok to mi...then i felt a bit suspicious cz why my gpa will know bout him?y he will so kan cheong 1....then my gpa said he dunno asked mi called dad ....then i became more 'err??' then i said nvrmind...despite all da suspicious feeling in mi...i still have da worry in my heart....i said to god...no ...no pls..not so fast....then when reach home oni i know...is all a mistake....is a wrong information...is actually my youngest bro being admiteed to hospital..i was like....cheh....yes...i know i was very bad...as a 'ai ya' sister...just i not yet have any close bond or connection with him yet....it takes time...isnt it? :) o is just an excuse for mi to avoid him....i dunno...
went to SJMC to visit him....saw my dad's action...saw his love to him...nvr seen him doing all tis ting before....i'm like gonna burst....sigh...dunno...a special feeling....hard to explain...
today is da last day for our sem in lab...lol...we took pictures....hoho....so nice..n happy...is da most happy lab session to me today...
being super emotional whenever there is an opportunity for mi to tok with my family...especially to my grandparent...is it so hard to communicate...o i nvr really try to treat them with an open heart...n try to speak slowly n calmly....i dunno....
hopefully this time B wont dissapoint us again....dun disappoint my hope....
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Thursday, June 22, 2006
TF3
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TH@| F@|R2
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TH@| F@|R
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!~staphylococcus aureus~
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Monday, June 19, 2006
20th~~~***
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H@PPY B|RTHD@Y TO ME!!!
Happy Birthday to ME MYSELF!!!!lol...not yet...
yesterday was a HUGE surprise for mi!!!thansk for avting,BASH*** n av1 who came....
nvr expect such a big surprise...very happy....but i wont so easily let my tears burst out..lol..:P who afternoon rush here n there to get all da pressies for my dad,gpa,n uncles....& the most embarrass scene happened on 18th JUNE as welll...tat was when we went to get pressies for uncles...then after the cashier punch in the price etc...ni we found out v got not enuf money to pay!!!lol....(wanna dig a hole n hide inside liao) then my sis n i was like OMG** then v pit quickly...tell the cashier we will come back in a short while lol...ran to the car n go find av single cent tat i can in my car...luckily HC got 10...lol...hmm...so embarrassed....
then rush to dinner...after dinner then wanna fetch HC home geh...i actually purposely wanna fetch her home 1st then ni fetch my sis...cz i wanna go home to watch er zhuo ju zi wen....lol...then when reach her house saw whole bunch of pps inside...i was so curious..tot they r having steamboat n din invite mi along...so bad...then wanna go down n c wuts going on ma..sigh...my sis want mi to fetch her 1st...then i chaoz loo..but i dun un why HC will so kek dong go n shout....lol...but i just start my car n chaoz...
half way..R called mi up said wanna fetch mi go...so i said ok...after tried to reject..lol...b4 i reach home HY n R ad wait mi infront of my house...lol...my dad came out n wanna find out where am i going again...lol... i told him i also dunno...lol
stupiest n funniest excuse R told mi was she wanna break the barrier btw us...so tat v can closer to each other...lol...i was hesitating la..but i really dunno wuts going on...lol...then,once i reached,nope..once i step in ni...straight away...'piakkk!!!....results in...my whole head,face,body...full of fortified cream!!!lol...OMG***suddenly..dunno wut shud i do...straightaway wanna ran upstair n hide myself up...lol...cz too ugly mann....but i very happy...cz almost av1 were there...feel so grateful...
they r doind steamboat...n then HC gave mi another lovely surprise..which is..SUNDIAL DREAMS...lol...although very noisy n hardly can hear the melodies..but also very gan dong...lol...tahnk q so much...:) i feel very hangfuk for avting...speechless***
then later i got a cake sommo...so nice...:) but i think the funniest & craziest part was the TRUTH @ DARE part....avbody going craxy....lol...lots of stuff v did ler...lol...n u guys knoe ursev wuts going on loo... haha...
after tis big big party right...help mi improve 1 thing liao...is at least i wont feel so paiseh when doing my presentation tis coming week...lol...i tink u guys also wont b paiseh o nervous liao kua...cz at least da most craziest ting also ad done liao...lol...i pray tat all of us will pass this 2 task loo...kambate ya!!!!
thanks for those who tink of tis idea,thanks to those tat came all the way from PJ o whereever to klang....thansk for avting tat u guys had done....thanks for av single pressie that u guys n galss gave to mi...i appreciate it a lot...thanks for the card as well...i like it very much...thanks for avting...thanks for all da hard work!!...
the most 'yi han' is..v nvr took a big family photo...sigh...:) but i'll hv it in my heart...
love u guys n gals...n thanks!!
