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Thursday, May 25, 2006

HOLIDAYS!!i feel excited,relieved,happy & relax but at the same time i also feel bored....
holidays are actually giving me more chance to procrastinate....
but nevermind,cuz,i finally sms AM told her that i wanted to go help tmr n next week cz im having hols now...and thank god,she had agreed!!actually,i felt lazy at first to go for volunteer,but i don't want to let myself had any chance to waste time n do nothing....
felt a relieved cuz i passed my CIH 1st asessment,although still got 2 more asessment to go through,plus,i wouldnt know whether my 1st asessment's marks will change o not...cz i was just borderline passed....hope there is no changes on it....talking bout CIH,my essay,i really kind of give up...cz is kind of tough for me....mayb is me escaping it all da way,nvr let mysev had a chance to look at it at all since my last presentation...haihs,never start to do it i wouldnt know tat it is actually really that hard o not geh....hmm...lazy pig!
last friday was my 1st time to stay overnight outside at fren's house...cool...dint expect gpa will allowed,cz i've tried b4 last time...place sure will not as comfy as my house but being with FRENS are great though...girls talk all night long....cool~ ;)
really sien until this stage that i need to blog...so that i can pour out my feelings and thoughts...
listening to SUNDIAL DREAMS,i really love it....i feel so calm when listening tis melody...
i really hope that i can pass this coming three and a half years ASAP*** then go further to pursue my own dreams...hope i can wait until that day...
i'm like a blindfolded gurl holding on a stick(my current course),hoping that it will leads me to where i belong....i wouldnt know what will happen tomorrow n even the next second....i just know i need to move on...keep moving on....i cant see any light right now.....hope one day,when i can remove the thing that blindfold me,i can see the sunlight shine towards me....n i'm standing at my final destiny....
Dear God, please lead me on....renew my strength....