how to lose a guy in 10 days?
Sunday, April 16, 2006
just finish watching How To Lose A Guy in Ten Days...is a nice movie~~tis is the 1 that i watched it alone in the cinema~~..yeah..i used to watch show in the cinema alone...feel quite interesting.... ;) once again..i din do anything regarding with my studies during this weekend!!is Good Friday and Easter Sunday~~yeah is a period to remind us bout Jesus's sacrifices to us~so i wanna left the old me behind...and begin a new me tomorrow~~got my hair cut etc etc....wut else i should do?i have no idea bout it... mayb i should also find some1 new....o i should change myself, things like that...i'm tired enough with my old self...is like i never ever had any chance to do anything bout it....i just cant change myself...n i'm so so so feeling hopeless... Well,we had a lot of arguement which i dunno how could it can happened n from where...but i know is my problem...my attitude problem...and my requirement problem i guess...my anger just rise suddenly to the peak when small things happen which i dont like...but it is just a very small problem..but i got angry n then...-.- i wanted to know wut i realy want...i wanted to really love the 1 with all of my heart...i want it to be pure....but it is all out of my control...and now...i dunno where had my heart gone hiding...is it just a trap set up by satan? o i just lost da cupid's arrow?i just know my head is empty right now,and my heart is feeling empty either...is true...do i really need to be like wut my dad be all the while?no i dont want...but is it a kind of inheritation?i had inherit his way?no way!!i dont want it~~or it is a turning point for us..or i should say is mine turning point?i really dunno... can U please guide me?i'm lost right now...help me to grab my heart back...n keep it safely...i dont want to hide myself away from al this thing...i wana show up n solve it...i cant concentrate in doing anything at all...all i did is keep on procrastinating...i just non-stop finding some place to go n something to do to escape all this awaiting question mark~~sigh*
please teach me wut should i do right now with all these empty soul...
