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Thursday, March 09, 2006
i need an anger management please~~~!!!!!!
avtime also i mad at something tats not worth o i can say is just nothing...n yet i dunno why...no matter to any1....including family...especially sista & gparent....i just cant control it...just went mad like hell...OMG* hmm too bad...i regret it after that though...fel so bad...why i can treat other pp better than family....feel so bad bout myself....
n another thing was...spent money like water...hmm..go psr mlm oni...also can spent up to hundred++...buy rubbish...hmmm...
hate myself a lot most of da time.....i wonder how am i suppose to love someone when i cant even love myself 1st....
devil inside me like taking control of mi more n more each day....but i know i will beat it sooner~~hmm....sigh*
so boring...went to hand up da application form to S.I.T. for pharmacy course.....dunno for wut...not really interested also...n i also dun hv the confidence....av1 look at my forecast will like "wow" but actually the exact 1 would not be as good as the forecast 1 la...cheh....i hope the forecast result is my exact result hmmm...but is all too late...
hopefuly i can further my studies in medicine field...it was d oni thing tat i hv interest in it...guess so...compared to others....nursing als quite good...but then avthing hv to wait until nxt friday oni will know....
no special feeling ...get-result-feeling....not much...just normal... i tink wut i had done...n i know wut i should get...hmm...lazy gurl!!!
wanted to go luna bar to 'dai hoi ngan gai' haha...thanks to rachel loo...da pict that she shot so nice....hmm...so attractive...hehe..hopefully nxt week can go loo.. :)
just nw after psr malam we went to keh tak sek lor.....hmm...not bad .....
now alli want to do is to spent av moment with my close 1 tgether...before i start my U life...im so afraid if i will go somewhere faraway...i mean IF oni...i tink 80% wont 1 la...financial pro !!! hate it!!! haih....
wanted to go travel to places tat i wanted to go with @>--- before....do things i nvr try b4..just try to do something wild n crazy!!! haha..
