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Thursday, March 30, 2006
tis morning as usual went to hospis....feel very happy of course...but went home with tears....because today was my last day to serve there as a volunteer...although i stil welcome back when i hav study break o free time...but i mean 'officially' today is my last day....try to be there as early as i could to prepare all da plate,tags..etc for da patient...who knows when reach there all ad prepared by raymond ad (occupational therapist)..so i just look around..wanna take a real last look at the whole day care unit...
patient started to came in...then i welcomed them n greet them 'good morning'!!then began my work!!!...serve da drinks for them...food..etc...then is da time for strecthing exercise!!...followed by a light n easy 'qi gong'!!....halfway during da exercise i began to snap photos...wanna let me refresh my memories of av moment that i spent in there...so later after that..volunteers will start to do some massage for the patients...girl patients had da priority to do 'water treament massage'!!haha/..not bad!!...i try to do a little bit longer for each patient n also try to do for more patient...hehe...
ok,is 1 o'clock time!!time for lunch~~yummy yummy..!!hehe...today dr.gan ordered some food because da 'chef' who is suppose to cook for today falled sick..so cannot come over..okay..after lunch...today,ladies hv a manicure session!!hehe..i ad tried my very best to do it nicely...i tink not so bad kua da motif on da nail polish~~haha...hmm...then v had BINGO time!!time to go to win some prizes!haha..then after that they had their tea time...then i began to give out da lucky stars that i bought yesterday night for each patient....just a gift for them...wanna tell them that the stars will always look after them...n when they r down..the starlight will nvr ever dim...will shine on them...so dun give up!!cheer up like a shining star!!i'll miss you all always~really must take care!!!love you all very much!!! :) after finish their tea time..now is time to say bye bye...!!feel so 'um seh tak'...tried to stop my tears from pouring out~~do1 let avbody feel sad...but as some patient trying to asked me bout my decision ,where to study..when...then i cant control myself d...voice started to "shake" cz i'm just gonna cry out anytime...so i tried to control it..take in lot of deep deep breath...n try to be as calm as i can....then i hugged av patient before they left...really hugged them...my heart really hugged theirs too...keep on telling myself don cry don cry...
when most of da patients had left....n is my time to go off ad...trying to say goodbye properly to all da volunteer...n finally tears burst out n i began to cry out ...just cant hold it anymore when aunt irene hug me...speech less moment~~~ i really feel very sad to b apart with u guys..especially da patients...my heart really cried...although i just serve there for 1 month oni...because when u really give out ur heart...n treat them whole-heartedly ...u really really very sad when its time to be apart...n is all of a sudden...nvr know i'll go into pharmacy programme...n nvr know it start next week...haihs...i cried myself on da way home... :(
tis few days really overwhelmed with lot of sadness n pressure from dad....really brokedown my soul....but wut tat brighten up my days was da moment tat i spent in hospis...tat was tues n thursday...thank you very much...
thank you to aunt maureen for giving me tis opportunity to serve as a volunteer...but she is on-leave..so i just wrote a short message for her lor..
i had learned a lot of things from there...things that when others look at it seems like an easy task..but actually had a lot of thing need to take care of...such as using a wheelchair..n now i knew how to use it ad!!...haha....thank you to aunt maureen too...!!
i also gave all my favourite oldies cd for them...hope they like it!!! hehe...
take care always~~~
next monday i'll start my programme...hmm!!!must study hard ad!!!tis programme might just be a stepping stone for me to continue into medical field only...so must strive hard!!!mayb i'll ffeel like giving up sometimes but i pray tat GOD will guide me!!!because this is HIS decision as well...so i hope i'll always seek for HIS words...n wisdom...n pray that he will guide me to where i belong in da future~~
kambate!!!
wednesday went for da orientation n i was OMG* almost all girls...but i tink most of them looks very sweet n friendly...tat day i really not in da mood to make new frens..haha..so impolite huh?hmm...i really not really good in making frens...
n also i wanted to thansk Kaven from S.I.T ....thank her for avting...n her care~~ ;)
so pray for me frens~~ ;)
