feeling down
Monday, October 03, 2005
yesterday was cool!!morning went to mum's house to celebrate lynn's bday~~happy 11th gurl~~!!!hehe before start he celebration we went to sg.buloh for dim sum as we all havent have our bfast yet...later when at mum's place,saw a few bohemian skirt,love it very much...haha...wanna own it though...hehe...then i told mum that i want it...haha ...will go get it sometime later...
then rush back to church.....luckily not too late...hehe.after church ,went home rest for half and hour then went to MABA to watch basketball match...with @,kf and his gf and also th.the match is fanstastic.plus,those players some are quite leng chai ler...and they are real tall mann...1st math is segamat vs k.langat...the 2nd match is kl vs chyasa(if not mistaken).actually i really like to watch match ...is so fanstastic and exciting...but yesterday was not that perfect though...sigh*..mayb i think too much o i just too sensitive ...mayb not...dunno...well just let it be...i just dun like to be abandoned o as i am invisible...it is so terrible...feel like i'm watching it alone...am like someone that dun know anything bout those match...im like nothing at all....dunno la...just forget bout it..!!!!haih...
this morning fetch my uncle to airport then come back...da journey to airport and back home makes me feel so sleepy...i almost fall asleep and never notice others vehicles beside mi...haha...
my head gonna burst ad....i still cant help to keep on being lazy...i haven had the mood to pick up books and revise yet!!stupido~~~my head just keep worrying bout my further studies....wut am i going to study ..where .and how!!!!is so terrible..!!!i'm so worry bout the scholarship stuff because this is the only thing that can help mi to study abroad...but today,i felt like i dowan to leave to anywhere but m'sia...suddenly dowan to be apart with peoples in m'sia..and also scare to be at a place that looks alien to me...donno...i hand it all unto GOD's hand and let him to decide my way for me....;)
