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Sunday, September 25, 2005
finally,got back my computer~~hehe..got a lot of things wanna write when i dun hav computer butnow all like too much to express in one shot....hehe
today afternoon actually i ad promise @ to go play bball with him...but when at the school court feel so paiseh to play with @ cz there got quite a number of pro player mah..haha...so i decided to sit on the bench njust watch him play lor....very long long time nvr accompany him play bbal ad...last time i always stand atone side watch him coaching....n play ball.....now feel so good can watch him play again.....makes mi agree wit wut other pp think bout him~~~FAT!!!!haha....really true..
after that at night actually plan to stay at home n watch malaysian idol...halfway watching zh calledup ask mi whether wanna accompany him to his '2nd home' o not which is near his college...then i say yeslor...cz i felt very hungry at that time cz din eat anything since afternoon....then he can accompany mi eat ma...haha...cz @ got dinner...after went to his place thenwe eat at mamak lor...haha.....meet quite a lot of old school frens,...haha...chat untill almost 1 oclock then oni come back....haha
reach home then suddenly feel like wanna blog....cz long time nvr blog ad.....haha....
quite a lot of things happened last few weeks.....but all ad past.....haha.....
yesterday went to 1 u with cy n her frens....to buy sc present...finally we decided to buy a t-shirt from topshop....maybe is because my life circle almost always mixed with college pp now when i go out with cy frens which is from high school...feel like that the way we think a bit different...o mayb i ad changed....they still da same....haha....but feel like a bit uncomfortable lor...
i personally also felt myself changed a lot....physical n mental lor...i always like this....like a 'bian ser long' cz changed along with the pp that i met n the place tat i stay......this is absolutely not a good thing....i hope i'm like a solid rock that wont changed easily even under different circumstances....
i was thinking whether i should try to apply oversea U now o not...i also wanna apply for scholarship...so tat i noneed burdened my father's financial pro....dunno...this is my plan...although i not very closed to him...n alsonot very like the way he act,but i still know to suceed with my own ability....i feel more good....
i wanna apply but i scare my marks wont meet the requirement...i also scare i cant fullfilled the quality to study medicine...i got a lotof worries....im afraid to be reject ...really....n also if i cant get scholarship n my dad cant support my financial...then i cant make it ad....the most important is...no matter how i try to act n say like nthg tat i wanted to go overseas so much also...i feel very hard to be apart with @....cz @ is a part of my life ad.....he is something tat i cant live without...he is my daily bread.. ;) i cant afford to be apart with him....sigh* wutever will be will be ....haih...this phrases always comes to my mind when im facing something tat i dunno ...tat i not sure where it will lead mi too....just to comfort myself...
